CHOOSING THE RIGHT ONE

wow, it's been 1 yr and 5 mos since my last blog. i just read the last post that i have here. hmmm just an update about my life... i end up with BRIAN and not with TYRON>!! haha funny right? but yeah it's true :)

let me tell you the continuation for my past post. TY and I lasted for about a month or less. to be honest with you... (di ko na alam yung date ng naging kame haha). i thought i made the right decision. at first, we were soo happy. we were always hanging out, watching movies, grabbing a bite. but it didn't last long. before we even reach our 1st month, i knew that something is going on. something is not right.

our communication was lessen, even our datings, the way he talk to me, and finally his FB account (i dont want to elaborate things anymore). so finally we broke up. The funniest part is that after a month, he end up with my FRIEND (who serves as our BRIDGE). cool right? but it's okay, i finally moved on. im happy for them. im also happy with my life now.

after 3 months of suffering (sobra naman, suffering talaga? haha)...

after 3 months of waiting, i gave Bri a shot. that shot made a happy relationship that we're having for about a year and a month now. being with Brian is the best decision i have ever made in my life. he made me feel special, he made me realize that not all guys are the same, that there's still someone like him who can appreciate and love me for who i really am. a man that can accept my past whole-heartedly. i never regret sharing my life with him. he changed my life in many ways. he made me feel that im the only girl in the world. in short, ANG SARAP NYA MAGMAHAL :)

although we're always having a fight, at the end of the day, we still manage to compromise :) im happy to say that i finally and hopefully found the RIGHT ONE for me!


I LOVE YOU BRIAN RAY TOBIAS NOPIA :)

torn between TWO lovers :|

SHARE KO LANG YUNG PINAGUSAPAN NAMIN NI TY :">



florenz denina: pst
florenz denina: may sasabihin ako sayo...
BUZZ!!!
*`N i w e L*- *-: ano po un
florenz denina: yung tinatanong mo
florenz denina: dati
florenz denina: si bri
florenz denina: nagpaparamdam sakin yun
*`N i w e L*- *-: tinatanung ko?. anu nga ba tinanung ko?.
florenz denina: nanliligaw din ata
florenz denina: kung sino si bri
*`N i w e L*- *-: ahh
*`N i w e L*- *-: nanliligaw xa sayo ngaun?.
florenz denina: ayun... e mabait kasi siya sakin... ayoko lang makasakit
florenz denina: magulo kasi siya e... pero umamin na siya na he likes me
*`N i w e L*- *-: ahh ok po... ok lng sakin dnmn kta inaakin eh...
florenz denina: i know..
florenz denina: pero
florenz denina: kasi...
*`N i w e L*- *-: tell me if titigil nko para maliwanagan utak mo..
*`N i w e L*- *-: if u like him go...
florenz denina: hindi yun
*`N i w e L*- *-: d2 lng ako lage for you..
florenz denina: uhmmmmmmm
florenz denina: okay sya as a friend
florenz denina: masaya lang sya kausap
florenz denina: pero hindi ko kayang pantayan yung pagkagusto nya sakin
florenz denina: hindi ko alam gagawin sa kanya
florenz denina:
*`N i w e L*- *-: kaw po...
*`N i w e L*- *-: dko naman pag pipilitan sarile ko sayo... im willing to back off pag gs2 mo tlga xa..
florenz denina: ang kulit mo.. i said "OKAY SIYA AS A FRIEND"
*`N i w e L*- *-:
florenz denina: bakit?
florenz denina: hindi mo ako naiintindihan ty
*`N i w e L*- *-: d naiintindhan kta ;d
*`N i w e L*- *-:
*`N i w e L*- *-: eheheh
*`N i w e L*- *-: kaw ed sabhn mo sknya na my gs2 kana na iba?.
*`N i w e L*- *-: woooopps...
*`N i w e L*- *-: sbhn mo na friends lng tlga kayo..
*`N i w e L*- *-: ganun...
*`N i w e L*- *-: para hinde xa masaktan...
florenz denina: actually
*`N i w e L*- *-: pero nasasayo yan kung pano mo sasabhn..
florenz denina: alam nya yung tungkol sayo
*`N i w e L*- *-: eh kung na fafall kanarin saknya ed ok...
*`N i w e L*- *-: tungkol sakin?....
florenz denina: alam nyang nanliligaw ka
*`N i w e L*- *-: and then?.
*`N i w e L*- *-: so parang may the best man thingy?...
florenz denina: siya kasi... hindi pa nanliligaw pero he told me na he likes me nga
florenz denina: hindi
florenz denina: ano ba
florenz denina:
*`N i w e L*- *-: ahhh ok tanung ko gs2 mo ba xa
florenz denina: as a friend --> OO
florenz denina: pero more than that?
florenz denina: i don think so
florenz denina: *dont
*`N i w e L*- *-: ok..
florenz denina: hindi ko lang alam gagawin ko sa kanya
florenz denina: hindi ko kayang sabihin na.. "bri uhmmm.. "
*`N i w e L*- *-: sbhn mo ung totoo...
florenz denina: wala.. hindi ko kayang sabihin e
*`N i w e L*- *-: masasaktan un pag nalaman nlng nya bgla na ay my bf kana pala...
*`N i w e L*- *-: parang ganun....
florenz denina: sinabi ko na kasi sa kanya before na....
florenz denina: okay syang kausap.. masaya syang kausap.. pero
florenz denina: mas may butterflies sayo
florenz denina: gets mo?
*`N i w e L*- *-: yup..
florenz denina:
*`N i w e L*- *-: kaw naman mag dedecide hinde akow...
*`N i w e L*- *-: kaw bahala
florenz denina: hay
florenz denina: anyway
florenz denina: anong oras alis nyo later?
*`N i w e L*- *-: gs2 mo ba xa?. if ever mang ligaw xa?.
florenz denina: hindi
*`N i w e L*- *-: pag inaya ka nya makipag date sasama kba?.
florenz denina: hindi..... ko alam
*`N i w e L*- *-: ok lng un...
*`N i w e L*- *-: mang liligaw lang naman ako d nmn kta pag mamay ari...
*`N i w e L*- *-: make sure na mapapasaya ka nya gaya ng pag papasaya ko sayo.. flo..
florenz denina: naiiyak ako... ayoko kasing manakit ng tao..
florenz denina: kung sasabihan ko sya... natatakot ako sa magiging reaksyon nya
*`N i w e L*- *-: ok lng ako masaktan... lagi naman ganun eh..
florenz denina: hindi naman ikaw e
*`N i w e L*- *-: ahh hinde bako
*`N i w e L*- *-: i love the way you smile at me
*`N i w e L*- *-: i love the way you look at me..
florenz denina: hay naku ty.. honestly....
*`N i w e L*- *-: what..
florenz denina: i like the way you say those words to me... but
*`N i w e L*- *-: but what?. geh sbhn muna kahit masakit..
florenz denina: natatakot lang akong magrisk
florenz denina: hindi ko kasi alam... parang feeling ko masasaktan lang din ako
florenz denina: ayokong mawala ka.. pero ayoko ding masaktan
*`N i w e L*- *-: walang patutunguhan to kung hinde ka mag ririsk..
*`N i w e L*- *-: n22nan nakitang mahalin...
*`N i w e L*- *-: and dba cnbe ko sayo
*`N i w e L*- *-: hinde lahat ng lalaki pare pareho..
*`N i w e L*- *-: and isa pa
*`N i w e L*- *-: ako ung legal na ng liligaw sayo..
*`N i w e L*- *-: kakapalan kba muka ko sa harap ng mga ate at magulang mo kung hinde ako seryoso sayo...
*`N i w e L*- *-: mahal kta flo gs2 kta flo sana ma appreciate mo...
florenz denina: sobrang naappreciate ko nga lahat ng ginagawa mo e
florenz denina: eto lang sasabihin ko sayo
florenz denina: onti pa... IM GETTING THERE
*`N i w e L*- *-: aw
*`N i w e L*- *-:
florenz denina: alam mo yung pics na inupload ko
florenz denina: nakaprivate sa kanya
florenz denina:
*`N i w e L*- *-: oh bakit ayaw mo pkta
*`N i w e L*- *-: wala namang masa dun eh.
florenz denina: e kasi ayoko syang masaktan nga
*`N i w e L*- *-: bakit nga xa masasaktan eh picture lang naman un
*`N i w e L*- *-: hayaan mong mkta nya..
*`N i w e L*- *-: wala knmn gnagawang masama eh
florenz denina: hello naman sa pagka-close natin dun
*`N i w e L*- *-: cnbe lng naman nya na gs2 ka nya
*`N i w e L*- *-: and hinde naman xa nang liligaw so wala xang magagawa dba..
*`N i w e L*- *-: ed delete mo lahat ng pix na katabi mko...
florenz denina: sinabi niya na rin na.. he's falling
florenz denina: ano? delete? ayoko nga
*`N i w e L*- *-: he's falling nba?.
*`N i w e L*- *-: saluhin mo baka mapilayan..
*`N i w e L*- *-: m2lad sakin yan
*`N i w e L*- *-: napilayan
florenz denina: sira
florenz denina: hahaha
*`N i w e L*- *-: bsta ko..
*`N i w e L*- *-: kay totee lang ako dba dba
florenz denina: wow
florenz denina: sarap naman nun
florenz denina: sana nga
*`N i w e L*- *-: feeling ko mag kakasakit ako feeling ko lng
*`N i w e L*- *-: mag aus muna ko ng things ko wow english...
*`N i w e L*- *-: power hug tyt!!...
*`N i w e L*- *-:
來嘛～～親一下....嗯～～～～～嘛...

florenz denina: pag ako niloko mo talaga. patay ka sakin
florenz denina: sige na
*`N i w e L*- *-: 0->
florenz denina: power hug back
*`N i w e L*- *-:
*`N i w e L*- *-: son goku yan dpa supersayan..
florenz denina: unggoy
*`N i w e L*- *-: lokohin mo c batman!
*`N i w e L*- *-:
florenz denina: anong oras nga kayo aalis?
*`N i w e L*- *-: antay pa ate ko
*`N i w e L*- *-: tapos mga budbros papnta palang d2
*`N i w e L*- *-: dmkksma c eeek at hackney.
*`N i w e L*- *-: tapos c untoy dumaan d2 sa bahay
*`N i w e L*- *-: and guest what
florenz denina: okay.. sige ingat kayo
florenz denina: ano?
*`N i w e L*- *-: ksma nya gf nya 18 years old child abuse
florenz denina: woah
*`N i w e L*- *-: naka high lander
florenz denina: ayos yan si clief ah
florenz denina: taray
*`N i w e L*- *-: inlove daw xa eh...
florenz denina: may girlfriend pala
florenz denina: kala ko single yan para kay liz
*`N i w e L*- *-: seryoso daw xa dun
*`N i w e L*- *-: ahahaha
florenz denina: ayun lang.. edi good for him
*`N i w e L*- *-: d ako boto kay clief para kay kapatid liz
florenz denina: hahahaha
florenz denina: ang cute kasi ni clief kaya go lang
florenz denina:
florenz denina: bakit naman?
*`N i w e L*- *-: ahaha
*`N i w e L*- *-: xa na perpekto samen
florenz denina: manloloko ba yun?
*`N i w e L*- *-: gwapo eh...
*`N i w e L*- *-: d chickboy lang tlga..
*`N i w e L*- *-: dati ahahaha
florenz denina: ay shet
florenz denina: yun lang
*`N i w e L*- *-: c dj mabaet un..
*`N i w e L*- *-: c eekk menyak un
florenz denina: sige oodluck sa lovelife nya
*`N i w e L*- *-: ahahaha
florenz denina:
florenz denina: talaga?
*`N i w e L*- *-: c hack sakto lang
*`N i w e L*- *-: ako goodboy turns bad
*`N i w e L*- *-:
florenz denina: woooooooo
florenz denina: sana nga
florenz denina: osige na.. magayos kna
florenz denina: at kakain plang ako ng lunch
florenz denina: ingat kayo
*`N i w e L*- *-: kaen ka madame
florenz denina: power hug ulit
*`N i w e L*- *-: para cute
florenz denina: ayoko... kim chiu
florenz denina: dapat
*`N i w e L*- *- is typing a message.
florenz denina:
*`N i w e L*- *-: power hug back supr tyt!....
florenz denina: ang haba naman nyan
florenz denina: hahhahahah


IN SHORT... AYOKONG SAKTAN SI BRI... PERO IM STARTING TO FALL KAY TY :"> POOTEK SANA HINDI AKO MAGKAMALI :(

The Show by totee (cover)

another video by me :D
enjoy peeps :p

FIRST BELIEVED by TOTEE (cover)

wala lang, i just wanna share you guys this video :D

ENJOY!

TEXTER nanaman si inday!

after how many months of waiting... is he the right one?



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kung maka-isip naman ako.. kakatext lang sayo neng! easy!


anyway.. i have KWENTO! there's this guy, (syet literal na nakangiti ako ngayon) his name is CHARLIE (sabay tugtog ng charley's angel na soundtrack haha). ayun na nga, he's a friend of PUSET. actually, we already met at PERSPECTIVE (bar sa perps) tamang nahablot ako ni puset.. ayun, uhmmm actually na-attract ako kasi GWASH sya pramis!!!! maputi, matangkad, matangos ilong.. anopapi?! haha so ayun na nga.. nung una nya akong nakita, shhhhhhhhh may kasama kasi ako nun. pero napapatingin ako sa kanya (kasi nga he's CUTE) landeeeee.

MOVING ON....

yesterday, while i was checking my facebook acct, may chat dun diba? nag-pop sya bigla...

HIM: hey
ME: hi
HIM: do i know you?
ME: yeah, i think so...
ME: i believe we already met, im a friend of rhina.
HIM: oh yeah, i remember! sa perpspective. kaya pala you look familiar :D
ME: oo ako nga yun...
HIM: so how are you?
ME: im good...
HIM: so kamusta na kayo nung boyfriend mo?
ME: me? i dont have a boyfriend
HIM: so who's that guy? dba may kasama ka nun?
ME: oh, him? he's not my boyfriend. we were never a couple
HIM: but you're an item!
ME: i know.. long story, pero hindi ko sya boyfriend!
HIM: oh okay... so would you mind if i ask for your number?
HIM: kung walang magagalit...
ME: yeah sure.. (sabay bigay naman ni tanga haha)
HIM: thanks. i'll text you later okay? tc!
ME: aright :D

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ayun na! so whole day kameng magkatext. wow ngayon ko nalang ulit naramdaman ang use ng phone ko. ang tagal ko na ding hindi nagtetext at nagloload, wala rin e, walang use!

anyway, natutuwa lang ako. kasi GWASH sya! hello?! sinabihan nya pa ako ng GOOD CATCH daw ako? hahaha edi tayo na kaya? LOL! hay sana tumagal to.. i mean, sana maging okay kame. friends...... maybe? more than friend......... WE'LL SEE!!!

goodnightieeeee :x

BAKIT NGA BA?

bakit ganon?


kapag sa iba, ang MUSHY mo (pa-sweet si tanga) pero pag ako kasama, uber angas!!
tapos nagtatanong kapa sakin kung maangas ka? suuuuusssss! alam mo naman sa sarili mo yun no.
kung maka-asta ka kapag ako kasama mo. EWAN KO SAYO! pero sa iba, pota kala mo maamong tupa!
LECHE!

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bakit nga ba?




e kasi hindi satin bagay ang magpaka-MUSHY!

ewan ko ah, yun ang feeling ko. mas bagay sating magbarahan, magpa-angasan at magbatukan sa harap ng mga tao kesa sa magpaka-SWEET-SWEETAN!



or....



ganon lang talaga trato mo sakin?

kasi ganon lang naman tayo....

TROPA? hindi naman tayo tropa e...

ano nga ba tayo? hindi rin tayo bagay...

so ano nga ba?








WALA!


I KNOW!!!!


-- shhhhhhhhh --

PASUNTOK NGA! ISA LANG!!!

isang linggo ko ng status yan! sobrang naiirita nako sayo! ilan pang balita ang mababalitaan kong ikaw ang involve! jusko naman.. ikaw na ang pinaka MAN WHORE na nakilala ko sobra!!!

taena! sabi ko na, maling mali yung pag labas natin nung tuesday! putangina talaga! bakit ba ako pumayag?! o ano ngayon? taena mo talaga! aaaaaaarrrrrggggggghh ilang beses nkong nagalit ng ganto sayo nyeta ka! ilang beses na rin akong nagpalit ng number dahil sayo! kinangina ka!

oo galit na galit ako sayo!! arggh!